I Finally Found My Sock....

There's a theory that every person is born with one sock, and you find your matching sock when you find your soulmate/the person you are suppose to spend the rest of your life with...and I def found my sock ya'll!!! Jonathan Dowdy is everything that I could ever want in a man...he makes dreams come true that I never knew I had. He makes me want to be a better individual and a better woman for both me and him. I love him sooooo much. I never knew that I could feel like this....I feel like...I was hopeless....was about to give up on love and he gave me a second chance at that. He gave me an opportunity to see what a real man was and what real love was. Tears are coming to my eyes as a write this blog, because that's how much emotion and passion I have for him. I never see this love nor passion that I have for him fading...in fact, it grows deeper and more profound every day...even with us apart...me in Washington, DC for school and him back at home in Chicago.

Whheeewwwww....I am just speechless, over edge and just breatheless, I never thought I would catch this....catch what you ask? This LOVEBUG ya'll. He is the last person I think of, the last face I see before I close my eyes and drift off to sleep and he is the first person and first face that comes to my mind when I open my eyes. I can close my eyes and just envision him in front of me. I can see his face and all the details of it....I can see his arm and his muscls and his veins, his legs, his stomach, his thighs, **Oscar ((inny))** lol....I can just see him....

Whewww....and now the tears are falling...but they are tears of joy! I cried my first tears of joy with him and I want to cry my last tears of joy with him...I want to grow old with him, and sit on the front porch of our house in Memphis ((that's where he wants to retire to, so I will with him....dont tell him just yet tho ya'll lol))...and just feel the wind on our faces as we sit back and take strolls down memory lane together. I am confident that we have that Ally and Noah love from the Notebook ((and if you havent seen it, you must! It's def a classic!))...only we didnt have to lose each other to realize how deep our love is....we always knew because we felt it in the bottom of our hearts when we gave each other our last first kiss.

I love you Jonathan Dowdy....til a day pass forever and I truly hope forever never comes for us!!!