I Don't Need A Lighter Load, But A Stronger Back Will Do Just Fine

As the year slowly progesses, I start to feel the pressures of senior year more and more every day. A project due in this class, a paper due in that class, this law school application due, a personal statement for that application, go to work, LSAT prep...UUGGGHHH!!!!
Sometimes I joke with my friends that maybe I should have just gotten pregnant in high school and just stopped after I got my high school diploma, or just dropped out altogether! I joke but sometimes I wonder what my life would have been like had I taken that route. I look at some of my friends and it seems that they are have a fairly simple, stress free life, whereas Im freakin out on a daily basis. Although this may be true of them now, that doesn't mean that it will be like that later or that it was even like that leading up to this point in their life.
People give you a glimpse into their lives, but you see what they want you to see. Who knows how hard someone had to struggle to get to that stress free, happy moment in their life? I dont, and neither do you.
All this to say that I really hope ALL of this hard work that I am putting in for all endevaors that I am trying to pursue pays off in the end. I am working my ass off for some things right now and I will be working even harder in the near future. I pray to God to continue to give me strength, hope, and faith in Him so that I can endure all that is to come. All the while all of this is going on, I have to keep reminding myself that it is almost over. I graudate in 7 months. It may seem far away, but its really not. This semester is damn near over. Its nov already! After Thanksgiving break, the semester is a wrap! Students come back for like 2 weeks, take final exams, and than it's home for christmas break.
Jeeezzzzz I cant wait to it's over and I am walking across that stage and I am enjoying all of the fruits of my hard labor....all that, to do it all over again in law school! lol
The madness never ends I see! "Lord please be with me. Im not praying for a lighter load, but a stronger back for I know that you wouldn't be too much on me that I couldnt bear." Now.....BRING ON THE CHALLANGES! NO SLEEP TIL MAY! LBS ((LAUGHING BUT SERIOUS))