Hurt Ending

The ending hurt
Even though the beginning was never supposed to start
Mixed feelings
Stay
Go
Leave
Come back
Love
hate
weakness
bi-polar,
I diagnosed myself
I cant take it
And than I can
So strong in other areas
But this is my weakness
How can one be so weak
Over something that was never supposed to happen
In the first place?
Its wrong
But right
is what I feel
If all good things come to an end
Does that mean that bad things last forever?
I want you to stay
But I know you gotta go
This was never supposed to happen
Even though the beginning was never supposed to start
It still hurts in the end