If I Knew Than...

I hear the phrase, "If I knew than what I know now...."and this could not be anymore true for me right now.
Going through my senior year and trying to juggle everything else with my work for my classes, is a real struggle. I just received my lsat score back, and Im not as pleased as I thought I was going to be. At first I was thinking about doing Teach For America and putting law school on the back burner for two years. Teaching children was never in the plans for me, but it may very well be a back up plan. Teach For America will pay for law school and its entirety, and in return I will have to teach children in proverty for two years. My only problem is that I dont know if I want to put law school on the back burner for two years.
I really wish sometimes that I could go back in time and start all over again. Just be a freshmen at Howard Univeristy and do my undergrad experience all over again. I wish I knew as a freshmen, what I know now as a senior and maybe my senior year and this transition wouldnt be so difficult for me.
Now by all means, I am not complaining at all. I am very blessed to be in the position that I am with, with my struggles and all, but sometimes it gets to be too much.
As a told a peer earlier, I cant go back in time, I can only push forward. And I have to continue to push foward and I will do so. Just wish I knew back than what I know now.
"Back in the day when I was young, Im not a kid anymore, but some days I sit and wish I was a kid again"
Man aint that the truth!