I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF PAYING FOR PAST PEOPLE'S MISTAKES!!!!
I am paying for people's mistakes from my past and I hate it!
I am paying for mistakes that my exs made with my current relationship. I have trust issues and other personal issues going on. We are working thru them and I am so very blessed that Jonathan is working WITH me to work out these problems. He is my life long partner and I am so very happy that God brought him to me. He has been very understanding! But I am not! And Im tired! I want to confront my exs but there is no point! They have done what they did, and that is that...I cant turn back the hands of time, all I can do is try to fix the present so that I can have a successful future.
But its not just my exs. There are other people in my life who have done things in the past and I am currently having to deal with that shit now!
Friends and even family members have done things that I have to pay for and attend to now if I want to have any type of bright future. And the shit is pissing me off! These people knew what they were doing before they did it. They knew the shit was wrong. They knew that I was going to have to be the person who dealt with this shit when it hit the fan, AND NOT THEM and they did it any way!!!!! Friends and family my ass! This is what I get for being a kind hearted person and being too damn loyal!
Now I am out to protect myself and my future because it seems that I am the one person who cares about it the most! Which is so very sad. You would think that the people in your life want the very best for you, but I guess I am wrong!
From this point on, I will only being fixing mistakes that I made! And no one else! God I AM SO TIRED FOR PAYING FOR PAST PEOPLE'S MISTAKES!!!
"Dear Lord, protect me from my friends and family because I can handle my enemies. I mean who needs enemies with "friends and family" like mine!
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